Hey, just checking in. Feel free to ignore this if you want. I'm just blowing off some steam.
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So, school has been...difficult for me. Everything just feels like an obstacle these days, and I'm tired. Of practically everything. I've been thinking about going to a doctor, but the way things are with health insurance being a piece of shit (sorry for swearing, I don't feel up to censoring myself) I don't see much of a point in going and spending money on someone telling me what I already know.
I have a hard time in enjoying, well, anything these days. Video games I have no time for lately with so much school work, I want to draw but nothing turns out the way I want and I get so frustrated I give up. The only real thing I look forward to anymore is JoGee, it's the only real time I relax and can enjoy something again. With the way things in the world are and how effed up everything is, it's...nice to be able to look forward to something. To be able to hang out with the people I like and get along with. I can laugh and have fun again, instead of being angry and sad all the time.
Sorry about complaining about things, but I needed someplace to vent. These past three years have been the worst, and I just can't really see it getting better. Maybe that's depression talking, but I don't really care right now. I have a hard time caring about anything lately. I thought I was doing ok, but I guess I was wrong. I just... I'm tired. All the time.